im updating, i havent been on xanga in forever though, sorry.

I really want to know the truth,
I keep telling myself it was all a lie,
maybe I’m just too scared the admit the truth
maybe I’m not meant to give up on us,
maybe you do love me,
or maybe you really are an ass.

The biggest mistake you can make
Is to drift apart from someone
Who you once had the time of you life with.

and if i'm going down, i'm going down with style
you won't hear me surrender, you won't hear me confess
because you've left me with nothing, but i've worked with less.

it`s okay to need each other.
that's what makes us strong. that`s
what makes us human.

I shouldn't love you, but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you, but I can't move
I can't look away

One of the worst feelings in the world;;
Is knowing that, that special someone is in your heart,
But you're not in theirs

I like him,
but I'm scared to like him.
He probably doesn't feel the same way, but that
slim chance that he might takes all my fears away.

and i bet you couldnt see
past these eyes of mine
i bet you'd never guess
i'd let go after all this time

See its not too bad
when you thought you had
exactly what you don't
and your heart is broke
things just might get better
In fact, I bet in time
I won't be sad

i'm so scared of all of this
i don't wanna lose you
i don't wanna lose everything we have

i know there's something there
& i'm sure we can make it amazing

i guess i misread
all your hints of sencerity
i guess i thought this was more
than it actually was

where are we
what the hell is going on
spin me round again
this can't be happening

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hehh, no one looks at my site =[

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i dont believe in anything but i believe in you i never trusted anyone but somehow i trust you

now the summer breeze is back again and your name is on my lips

i never wanted to fit in any place except your heart but in the end we grew apart

And they danced along in the sunrise with pink in their cheeks.
just a reminder of the mistakes they made and the hope in their hearts that this time its real.

& she used to be terrified of the future, but now she looks forward to it, because of the fact, that you'll be in it.

It's times like this that I dread when there's everything to say, and nothing left to be said.

i'll smile &you'll wave and we'll pretend we're okay.

this is the scene where I confess that you mean everything to me

I don't think that passenger seat Has ever looked this good to me, He tells me about his night And I count the colors in his eyes.

whatcha you say? you only meant well? well of course you did. whatcha say? thats its all for the best? cause it is. what you say? its just what we need? you decided this.

I'm not going home,  sometimes you just wouldn't dare, sometimes you can't go home,sometimes, you're already there, when I look at you, I'm there.

Time moves on because it has to and so do you

I pictured you in the sun wondering what went wrong And falling down on your knees asking for sympathy

looking at my future, god, do i have to loose her.

I thought I knew who you were I see now you were a lesson to learn And all I am to you now Is a bridge that's been burned.

dont forget the songs that made you cry, or the ones that saved your life.

If we discovered that we only have 5 minutes left to say all that
we wanted to say, every telephone booth would be occupied by
people calling other people to stammer that they loved them.

dance with me baby let me hear your voice if i didn't wanna fall for you I never had a choice.

'Cause I am barely breathing And I can't find the air I don't know who I'm kidding Imagining you care.

When I look into your eyes, I still go crazy. That old flame comes alive again Like it never even went out.

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you For everything I just couldn't do And I've hurt myself by hurting you

he`s everything that fills your head.

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just take my hand its paradise;;

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note:: omfg im so sorry its been forever, i kinda really forgot about this site. i'll make a majorly big post.

Well I saw you just the other day And I could not help but look your way I say you've just got this special look That has got me completely hooked

I know he plays and uses girls but theres something about him, I just can’t get over. If you ever been in love, trust me, you should understand.

she's classy, unlike the other girls. she knows herself and she knows she's not perfect. but she spends her time having fun.

she knew better, but her crazy heart didn't.

so don't take it personally when i don't call you back. i'm not exactly sure what to do, i've never been down this track.

i want to go blind so i don't have to see them together

if i ever got another chance, i would still ask him to dance.

My hands shake and my knees are weak, anxious just to hear you speak. My eyes can't keep off of you. One more move and I just know there's something more about your smile

Her eyes shed. Her lips scream fears. And nobody understands the pain that she feels.

she's loosing it all and slowly fading away she wishes there was something to make it better but it just gets worse everyday.

I almost believed you were a decent guy; somebody that could care about me, but you know what? I have been lied to before & it almost killed me.

For a few moments you made me feel as though I actually meant something to someone.

this hurt i feel can't be justified and the sun seems to shine dimmer than i've ever seen it in my life and i hate the way i am right now i hate how i'm dying inside

and no one fully understands what she's going through lately she just hasn't been herself and they're all getting a little worried.

so you want me back? well it's a bit too late see all this time i've been dying for you while you were living for her and it's just not worth it anymore.

I opened my heart to you. I can't just stand around like a fool, waiting for you to be ready

i'm still stuck on what to do both my heart and mind are confused.

We spend the summer with the top rolled down. Wished ever after would be like this. You said I love you babe, without a sound, I said I'd give my life for just one kiss. I'd live for your smile and die for your kiss

tell me you're not okay and you needed me all along

It's so hard to forget pain,  but it's even harder to remember sweetness. We have no scar to show for happiness. We learn so little from peace.

you were stuck in a crack between innocent liking and something incredibly deeper.

and all those nights i lost by thinking way too long and hard, i finally realized that as long as i have you, i'll be alright.

you and i were different. we came from different worlds, and yet you were the one who taught me the value of love.

the rain isnt the only thing that falls fast.

I tried so hard to stop thinkin' about you baby. I tried so hard but it didn't work. Oh I got to know, I got to know how you feel about me, I'm going crazy and it's really starting to hurt so tell me I've got to know what you're thinking.

the strongest people love, even when their heart is broken

so why don't you tell me everything you're gonna want to say, cause it's getting harder to live without you everyday. & if i hadn't told you that i love you, would you still love me too?

And someday you'll have a beautiful life;; Someday you'll be a star in someone else's sky.

your eyes, holding up the skies. baby your eyes, make me weak i don't know why. i thought my heart was bullet-proof now i'm dancing on the roof and everybody knows  im into you.

sometimes i wish things could stay the same but feelings fade and people change.

Nothing can change what you did. You set your limits and stuck to them. If you wanted to be more closer to him, then you should have done that. Its your fault he left you because he thought you didn’t want to be with him.

and she was;; accidentally in love

i've liked you for quite sometime and i've been keeping my distance watching you love her and now that you two have seen the end i'm trying to decide if i want you more than a friend.

once I swore I would die for you, but I never meant like this.

this distance between us is out of our control  but I'm still hoping one day soon  I'll get what I'm wishing for.

oh, so you don't like us? you have to talk about us? go ahead, we could careless we have eachother.

I should have known better than to breathe you in the first time. I held you there for just a second  but the mistake was mine. Now I can't take my hands off you. I can't keep my hands off of you. I thought I'd only hold you once more then I thought I'd let you go. I thought once would be enough but I guess that wasn't, so now I need you every day I need you more and more.

every time were away I feel a distance I cant take watching you drive away, oh it kills me.

Oh, I laughed kinda nervous. I felt you move closer. And felt the world unwind. Once was a stranger, not quite a lover. But steadily crossing the line.

miracles don't exist in us. we just wish ourselves away.

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im not sorry its over.

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then followed that beautiful season, summer.
filled was the air with a dreamy & magical light; and the landscape
lay as if new created in all the freshnaess of childhood

there's really nothing different at all.
the sun still burns and the earth still turns.
and the winter still follows the fall.
i knew that it wouldn't be easy.

i'm sorry i hate to say it but you look like you're sad.
your smile is gone, i noticed it bad..
the cure is if you let in just a little more love
i promise you this, a little's enough

for a complicated girl
she aint that hard to figure out

cause i cant make you love me if you dont,
& you cant make your heart feel something it wont

these are my last words
and this is my regret
i'd give you everything
if there was something left

He poured his heart out with
one last glance..
and she was too swept away
To even smile

so you run away from here
but you can't hide from everything you said

now I can see that things have changed.
we've gone our separate ways now

We both know it's dead
and it's been dying for some time
but we've been refusing to let it go
so this is my time, to say goodbye

It took a long time,
but I suddenly realized I wasn't in love with you.
But more the thought of you.
I loved who I thought you could be,
not who you were.
I'm sorry

save my world from disaster
make my heart stop beating faster
ask the question,
here's the answer
i need you now
and i can't stand this

were coming undone.

exceed the limits, and just be happy. =]]

creditttttttttt;;

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summer va'ca bitches.

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Goodbyes make you think
They make you realize
What you had
What you've lost
And what you've taken for granted

You don't know how hard it is
to talk to you, look at you,
or even be in the same room with you
when I know you chose
someone else over me

i'm thinking about how it
could be, and i think that
makes everything worse

I know I don’t deserve you
because of everything I put you through
but if you give me one more chance
I promise to make things right
because I know that you're worth the fight

baby im not perfect
And im never gonna be perfect.
So if you’re expecting perfection,
Well then,
Go buy yourself a Barbie doll

I'm the girl who loves you inside and out
Backwards and forwards with my heart hanging out.
I love no other way

take a little time
throw it on the line
let me believe
that you believe in me

The only guy that deserves you is the one
that thinks he doesn't.
The one that will stick by your side no matter
how much you fuck up.
And the one who will forgive you.. mistake after mistake.

part of me wants to find the right words
to hurt you, the same way you hurt me

I was finally getting over you
and actually believing I didn't
need you. I was finally accepting
you had another girl. Then you
smiled at me and ruined it all.

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